Writter Ryan Burgin
My lil bro 18 years old
(my favorite writher )
"Finally!, A Song About Martains"
May 4, 2012 at 9:04pm
Verse 1: Keep your fucking!.. Hands away from me! Im over this hypnotic sleep! I knew it wouldnt last, for i was just your past! Im over this! Im fucking over this! 2x
Chorus: How far would you go to prove youre right? How far would you go to darken the bright? The night sky bleeds crimson, i follow the road to fate...
Verse 2: I fucking hate trying to explain my view on you! Arent we just better left alone!? Just better left alone! 2x Would it kill you to admit youre wrong!? (chorus)
Outro: These words i speak to you mean nothing without a conscience.. I am the one! Arent we better left alone!? 4x
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Written By: Ryan Burgin
"The Others" January 16, 2014 at 11:49pm Dear father, I have something to confess. The weight upon my shoulders, is like stone on my chest. There are things words can't explain, and it seems I am on my own. I need to let you know just how lost I truly am. Maybe there is a hollow existence in me, just an empty excuse that is painted in shame. God, please don't mistake my ignorance as bliss, is there anyone listening? Anyone listening at all? Dear mother, I don't deserve forgiveness, I am so empty. So empty. You have blessed me with a gift, the gift of life to lead my heart to her. She who holds my heart, she who gave me life again. (After the days are gone, time will not be kept. It will not matter, where or when you arrive, but whether you're alive.) Someone has abandoned my heart. I don't believe, I don't believe in you. Lead astray, we're not okay. Don't lose sight of what really matters, what is important. Give all of yourself to the cause. The future is now. I am no preacher, nor speaker of God, but I have prayed for and spoken of forgiveness. There is a light, someone is listening. Just open your eyes and see she is everything. A chance to change, a reason to stay, someone to hold and keep all of your demons at bay. Fear is normal, but don't be afraid. Written by: Ryan Burgin like :p "Body" November 16, 2013 at 7:00pm Somedays it feels like I am a castaway. Lost at sea, the tides against me. My heart is drained, though my lungs are filled. Paper-thin promises left to wash away. Bloody hands, scarred beyond repair. I open my eyes to see only the sea. Grab hold of the rope, anchor your paper ship. We need to learn, to live, to leave. Sinking beneath the waves. Searching the sky for rescue, I am lost. Oh, so hopelessly lost. How do I change what I have become, I note without words. A body without a soul. No will to move on, nor heart to love. You are my only shelter, you are the one. Though I have taken you for granted, I still have hope for us. If you still have faith in me. And though I may never be the man you had hoped I'd be, I promise to save us. I promise we will be safe.. My body, tells me to quit, but I go against the current. I fight against the storm. I will, I will be the man you had hoped I'd be. A man for you, a man for me. Written By: Ryan Burgin like :p "I Know Who Killed Me" October 16, 2012 at 7:06pm I'm not me! At least I'm not the me I used to be, I used to be! (2x) I feel like I've been drugged and raped, a fucking mess of who I used to be and I can't see! Clothes, torn! Head hurts! Heart is in a cage! Broken, beaten! Believe, I'm filled with rage! Bloody hands and swollen eyes! How could I have survived!? (2x) Stitch up the wounds, cover the scars. I know exactly what you are. I may be fake, but at least I can I see, I am not the me that I used to be. I'm not me! At least I'm not the me I used to be, I used to be! I've been drowned! A fucking king of the damned! I've been crowned! Cuts on my wrists, bloodshot tears! The kind of torture that lasts for years! Hurt! Hated! What is this hell!? I can't pretend to be well! Bloody hands and swollen eyes! How could I have survived!? (2x) Stitch up the wounds, cover the scars. I know exactly what you are. I may be fake, but at least I can see I'm not the me that I used to be. I know who killed me! I know you killed me! I know exactly what you are! I know who killed me, I know you killed me, and you can no longer stitch up the wounds, cover the scars. I know exactly what you are. I know who killed me! I know you killed me! written by: Ryan Burgin | "Slither" November 22, 2013 at 7:41pm I watch you, watching you. I can't believe my eyes. So perfect, so beautiful. I want you. Those eyes and, those lips. I gasp at the thought of you. In my head, oh in my mind, I am inside you. I just want to feel you. If only I could touch you... I listen, listen close. Unwrapped skin, you're exposed. Teenage dream, of your body. Inside, inside. I just want to feel you. If only I could touch you, slither between your thighs. I'm complete. I just want a touch.. One disease: the scent of your skin, it puts me at ease. One cure: The touch of your skin, I only want more. Oh, if only your God could see, the things that have come to my mind. Oh, inside. Inside. I just want to feel you. If only I could touch you, slither in between your thighs, I am complete. I want your touch. I want your fuck. Slither beneath the skin, penetrate the beast within. I want to feel you, inside, inside. Written By: Ryan like :p "Notes on a Scandal" September 14, 2013 at 5:06pm I won't let your God tell me how to live my life.. Forgotten scent of a broken heart, the scent of a season that never changes. Leaves only turn to dust. Pen and paper, write your thoughts. Match into water, our fire is lost. Meaningless self-assurance, your hands are ony as useful as your mind. Pain vs. me, I never win. What do I need, what is worth the blood? My hands are tied, considered me drained. If only God can judge me, I am set free. I have never known hope, but I can picture it. Caption: "The world makes way for those who know where they are going." I'm going home.. I have never known love, but I can only dream of how it feels. Your God can't tell me how to live... Pen and paper, write your thoughts. Match into water, our fire is lost. Written By: Ryan Burgin like :p "Suddenly" July 16, 2012 at 4:13am Verse 1: Suddenly, I see so clearly. Beautifully, I see you and think of how you make my day. My problems just fall away, because you know the perfect words to say. Verse 2: Sweetly, you say my name. Me and my insanity with you the one to blame, but hey, who wants to be sane anyway. Honey, you are my world, at sixteen, I've found my girl. Amazing and beautiful. Baby, it's so clear to see that you are the only one for me. You're perfect, imperfectly. Verse 3: Happily, I smile and dream of you and me together for infinity. Honestly, you're my everything, couldn't see my life without you. You know it hurts me to think that I could have been so wrong, it's been you that I've loved all along.. Bridge: And if you ever think that there's even a speck of doubt in my mind that you're the love of my life, then I promise you I'm here to stay. Our love will never fade away. My heart in your hands, forever and a day. Don't worry, my dear, everything will be okay. Outro: Suddenly, I see my heart in your hands, your heart in my mine. Honestly, I couldn't breathe without you, my darling, you're my lifeline.. I just thought you should know, I'll never let go.. written by: Ryan Burgin |